Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Its just not my day.

I've cried about 4 times today, teared up another million. I'm so hungry I've been asking for a porterhouse. The stupid Women's Wellness Center decided they needed to cancel my appointment for a mammogram so they could hold a staff meeting instead. I spent days trying to find someone to pick up my children - now all for nothing. I haven't slept worth a damn in weeks, my back hurts, my boob hurts so bad I can barely tolerate a bra. My husband doesn't really want to discuss this with me - I completely understand, but who do you really talk to about feeling like your having a nervous breakdown and no one will listen?

Your blog that who. Blogs always listen and they are not judgemental either.

I have a call into the Gyn. I'll try with all my might to maintain calm, but I don't think it will happen.

CLARIFICATION: I didn't mean my husband wouldn't speak with me about my hormonal problems, I meant that the last thing any man wants to do is have a 45 minute conversation with a woman about her hormones issues.


Anonymous said...

Got Xanax?
Someday's it's just better off staying in bed isn't it?

Dry your eyes and know that tomorrow will be a better day.

The Unstable Blogger said...

men simply do not understand the crying thing.... or the tearing up thing... it freaks them out OR they pretend its not happening cuz they dont know how to "fix" it... they dont get that we dont want/need them to "fix" anything.... they just...oh hell, I dont know what they think at any given moment about anything but I know they normally dont handle the crying thing well hahahaha