Does this mean I'm never going to stress again? NO. But I was amazingly calm for the rest of the day. The usual annoyances seemed less of an annoyance and more of life. Does it mean I'm cured of all my neuroses? That I will never need another Xanax? NO. Little steps people, little steps. But I'm making headway, I can feel it.
Monday, November 17, 2008
I'm cured! Maybe....someday.
I feel like I've had a break-through in the stress department. I don't know why or how, sometimes it just comes together. I can stress about maybe running out of eggs three days from now when I have 2 dozen in the fridge. I am STRESS. Over the past 10 days I've stressed out over female crap. I've been waiting on results from a cervical biopsy. It was the best news I could have gotten under the circumstances. YEA! I don't have cancer - not even pre-cancer. I've got level 1 abnormal cells and we will wait six months and see what happens. Stress seems to aggravate the condition. So as soon as I got off of the phone with the doctor I felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.