This blog has always been an outlet for me, but at the moment I would love to hide under some anonymous umbrella and just let loose. I am unable to do that at the moment and it sucks because I could really use some objective unsolicited advice, because we all know the best advice is unsolicited. I need answers for questions I can't ask here and didn't get answered elsewhere. Life sometimes just hands you crap.
I don't feel good. My back is completely killing me. I can barely stand to sit in the chair and type this because I have shooting pains up my back and numbness going down my leg. I have a friend - a most wonderful lady - that is having surgery for breast cancer on Friday that has been occupying my thoughts. Please feel free to say a prayer. I'm sure I've made my husband mad with all the stupid crap with the neighbor. He's gotten the wave of anger I feel all by himself and I'm sorry for that. I feel frustrated and alone. I'm in pain. And I just want to go to bed and forget the world for about an hour, unfortunately there is laundry to do, toilets to clean and a lot of hardwoods to mop. So enjoy your day, pray I can use my anger for good and not evil (that means burn it all up cleaning the house and not pouting in the corner) and that I figure out something for dinner.